I know I don’t have the right to write this blog beacuse I’m not really fully grown yet, but who cares? No one really reads my blog. I’m like Robin Sherbatsky repoting from metro news one.
That is why I love blogging stuff in here. I would think that I just let it it out, but not really. It’s like my own personal diary.
Sometimes I wonder, why do even our parents, movies, and books tell us lies? Why dont they just sate the truth so it would be WAY easier for people like me. Maybe its because people watch movies and read books to escape from reality, to make themselves believe that this stuff is true.
Sometimes I wonder is it easier for others? Does every body had it the same age? I looked around me, maybe not. Maybe it will be easier if you’re not too emotional like I am. Maybe it will be easier if you have friends. Maybe it’s easier if someone calls you their best friend. Maybe it’s easier if someone gives a shit about you. Maybe it’s easier if you had more fun in the past when it happens. I know older people that hadn’t had it yet. I feel bad for them. I don’t wanna break it to them though. Besides, they wont listen to me anyway, because its just me. Who would right?
Sometimes I wonder wouldnt it be better if life just left me alone with my illutions? Would life be better? Would I be better?
“There will be a point in your life where death stops being scary and hope starts being scary.”
I thought growing up would be natural and easy. I thought I didn’t have to go through all this. I thought I could keep my illutions. I was just too happy with them. It was true, Hayley Williams was right; growing up is crucial.



thats just two of the pictures that doesnt even show anything close to how much fun we had in Bus ride no.1. Well, actually, if you ask me, I’ll say that bus ride part one:to phnom phen is the lamest part of the trip. Well, we just sang songs loudly we watched How I met your mother we talked about nonsense thing and laugh about it even though its not that funny. It was fun! oh and we chewed a lot of gums and its all from the mas bello persona in the bus, me.
It might not be that big for you to see ho funny it is but you can still go to my/saba’s FB to see it in bigger version





