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Growing up is crucial.

April 21st, 2010 · Uncategorized

I know I don’t have the right to write this blog beacuse I’m not really fully grown yet, but who cares? No one really reads my blog.  I’m like Robin Sherbatsky repoting from metro news one. :D That is why I love blogging stuff in here. I would think that I just let it it out, but not really. It’s like my own personal diary.

 Sometimes I wonder, why do even our parents, movies, and books tell us lies? Why dont they just sate the truth so it would be WAY easier for people like me. Maybe its because people watch movies and read books to escape from reality, to make themselves believe that this stuff is true.

Sometimes I wonder is it easier for others? Does every body had it the same age? I looked around me, maybe not. Maybe it will be easier if you’re  not too emotional like I am. Maybe it will be easier if you have friends. Maybe it’s easier if someone calls you their best friend. Maybe it’s easier if someone gives a shit about you. Maybe it’s easier if you had more fun in the past when it happens. I know older people that hadn’t had it yet. I feel bad for them. I don’t wanna break it to them though. Besides, they wont listen to me anyway, because its just me. Who would right?

Sometimes I wonder wouldnt it be better if life just left me alone with my illutions? Would life be better? Would I be better?

“There will be a point in your life where death stops being scary and hope starts being scary.”

I thought growing up would be natural and easy. I thought I didn’t have to go through all this. I thought I could keep my illutions. I was just too happy with them. It was true, Hayley Williams was right; growing up is crucial.

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Guitar Has It

March 15th, 2010 · Uncategorized

           I know almost everybody know how to play guitar but,  I have another experience about it. It meant more to me. My brother taught me how to play guitar. He’s in a band and his also in my first band ever.Well, his best friend, JR, taught me too.  Now, JR IS A PRO! He is awesome in playing guitar no one actually thought him how to. He learned it by himself. Both my bro and JR knows what they wanted and they wanted the same thing. Well, when I first learned guitar, I mean REALLY learn how to, I found the same mountain.

           My bro ran away from home before. We’re all worried. Sometimes my mom will stand near the door and just look at the road. FBI is helping. My godmother said “This is the hardest thing ever! You’re waiting but you don’t know when it’s coming.” Which I realized was true. I was never close to my bro, we always fight but, I never thought I would miss him like I did! I was worried. I waited for him. I bet to myself everyday that he would come home. I lost like three times but I won once, of course.

           We found out later that he was just in this city, playing the whole week that his gone. I actually think it’s stupid. Ditching your school for playing guitar is just stupid. I asked him why he did that, but “You wouldn’t understand.” is his only answer. I started hanging out more after he came back and I also got addicted with the bands called “Paramore” and “Flyleaf”. My bro always has his guitar. I love its design it’s a black and white stripes, but his guitar has a lot of bleach stickers in it. I can’t even remember whats the brand of his guitar but I can remember that he bought it in Salmist. I loved that guitar. My bro is not that cool looking, he actually look like a geek but he looks cool if when he’s playing guitar. That’s the time when I started being curios about the guitars and started thinking that it’s cool.

           So, I asked my bro to teach me how to play guitar. He taught me some cords like G, C and A. I remember myself complaining on how hard the C cord is. Looking back now, I just realized  that the old me is stupid. Then my bro taught me how to read tabs and the chord chart. I begin to play some songs, like “Emergency”, “Pressure”, and “Way Back in to Love” but I don’t know how to tune a guitar yet. That’s when JR comes in and teaches me to tune a guitar. JR was also responsible in teaching me about the power chords , but I never learned.

           After that, my bro, JR, another friend of ours and I formed a band. I played rhythm and vocals.  I still remember the first song we played live its “Tabi” it means “beside” in english. We played a lot of alternatives and pop-punk songs. We never really played in big events but every time we play its like heaven too me! When we step on the stage, playing, it feels like its where I’m suppose to be.  It was a lot of fun playing with them, but we have to disband eventually.

           It doesn’t really matter that we disbanded; it’s not what playing guitar gave me.  By learning how to play guitar I found my passion. A lot of people are telling me that my thing is sports, but their not me. Yeah, sports are fun and yeah, I’m pretty good at it, but it’s not as fun as doing what you love. And the thing that I love is music. I want to be in the main stream. I want to have a new band.  I want to be able to inspire people with music like music inspired me.

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MRISA SOCCER!

February 24th, 2010 · Uncategorized

I will NEVER forget my first MRISA ever! two reasons, its the first time ever I ever loved sports as much as I used to hate it (doesnt make sense does it?) and it was FUN!!!! I have never laugh so hard in my life!

Okay, lets start with the bus ride part one:

s6301486s6301481thats just two of the pictures that doesnt even show anything close to how much fun we had in Bus ride no.1. Well, actually, if you ask me, I’ll say that bus ride part one:to phnom phen is the lamest part of the trip. Well, we just sang songs loudly we watched How I met your mother we talked about nonsense thing and laugh about it even though its not that funny. It was fun! oh and we chewed a lot of gums and its all from the mas bello persona in the bus, me.

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Ferry ride part one:

now this part is not that lame coz I got a really good picture of saba yawning and its now on face book.s6301494 It might not be that big for you to see ho funny it is but you can still go to my/saba’s FB to see it in bigger version

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First night:

I guess by that pictutres you can see how much fun we had. IT WAS THE BEST NIGHT EVER!! Every body is hyper!

I dont know if I can tell you the story of my “cock” in here but I’m gonna tell you anyway I order a coke and theres this waitress who came back and said “Who ordered a cock?” till now I’m still laughing about it.

Thatsalso the night we started calling Tiffany “Timber”, the night when I founed out that Jojo is filipino, the night when we first herd the “shower story” and the night when Kaylyn’s mom though she was drunk because her mom called and I shouted “OH MY GOD KAYLYN YOUR SO DRUNK!” :D YEAH! Oh and , by the way, here another great pic by Jojo.

1st and 2nd game:

The fist game we lost agains ISPP. GOD THEY ARE MONSTERS IN SOCCER!

I’m not telling the score, but I’ll just say that I felt so bad that I didn’t speak for, like, an hour, which is SO unusual because I was described by Rimta “just won’t shut up”

The next game is a pretty good game and we scored i the first three seconds because ISHMIC under estimated us.

oh and the night after this we met Chi, a.k.a. “She”.

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Last Games:

Well, I’m pretty happy of those games, except I messed up so bad at the last game and I got kicked in my chest! Its okay, I looked hardcore!

Nothing much happen at the dance after I just went way too excited when they announced they have my goalie gloves….WHAT?! it means a lot to me! It has memories!

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Bus ride back home:

CREDITS TO SABA FOR THAT AMAZING PICTURE!!!!

This picture never failed to make me laugh.

Well, Rimta did something really funny that she doesn’t want anyone to know except for us fortunate enough to actually saw her did that.

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New sem

January 17th, 2010 · Uncategorized

New sem. New blocks (History, writing dev.) . New students.  BUT! we have to say goodbye to: last sem, ICT and Geography,and Rachel:(.I dont call it quits ’cause  2nd sem =MORE WORK! And harder exams :( .

Well, soccer MRISA is comming and pain reliver is becoming my new vitamis. I take one every day! My body is screaming “SHUT UP AND LAY DOWN ALL DAY!” but I was like “NO STUPID! I GOT CLASSES! SO YOU SHUT UP!” so yeah, I have to get up and crawl up and down the school.

AND LIFE SUCKS!

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Long time no blog

December 31st, 2009 · Uncategorized

I’m quite sure no one reads my blog but I’ll be like Barney. I’ll still write blogs. Well, this christmas is the most BORING christmas ever. why? ’cause nothing special happen! and I miss Philippines in christmas. all those quezo de bola and jamon de bola GOD! I hope I can eat jamon this christmas! and the stupid Coke christmas comercial and the “w-t-h-its-new-year-but-i-dont-have-a-new-years-resolution” talk with my stupid friends.

Well, next month will be SOCCER MRISA month!!!!! GOD! I’m just sure I’ll be damn nervous! right now I just wanna ply soccer. I havent had practice since…am…..Dec. 21! thats my last physical activity! I’m so LAZY! I should go bike for awhile!

Philippines is not the only thing I’m missing. I miss Grey’s Anatomy too. They said the next episode will come out january 14!  The world is really boring me!

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